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“You know when you’re sitting on a chair and you lean back so you’re just on two legs and you lean too far so you almost fall over but at the last second you catch yourself?”
“This is what I feel all the time.”
Anxiety.
Behind me.
I turn around
but there is nothing
Creeping.
something follows me
wait, I’m in solitude; yet I know I’m not alone
Who? Why? Where? When? How?
my mind goes
Blank,
constantly running
something is on my mind
could it be my follower; after all, they have been here for a while
Watching.
I try
(Stop you know this won’t work)
and try to lose them, but they remain steadfast
they are in pursuit
inching closer
(I will not leave you)
and closer
Constrained.
I am pushed into a corner; no place to go
(We are one)
or hide
my thoughts become more rapid
my breath becomes more heavy
it is becoming more difficult to think
(You can’t leave me)
Leave me alone. Leave me alone. Leave me alone. Leave me alone. Leave me alone.
Leave me alone.
Leave me alone. Leave me alone.
Leave me alone.
Leave me alone. Leave me alone.
Leave. me. alone.
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